There is never any clear indication of when conditions in your life will soon change. The things you were accustomed to now different and at first you feel a little strange. A relationship which had blossomed without warning one day comes to a dismal end. The one person whom you had trusted can no longer be counted upon to be your friend. You search in your mind for answers exactly what it was you might have done wrong. Thoughts if you can just figure it out any confusion will disappear and make you strong. The kiss you were use to receiving on seeing each other again after a long day apart. Greeted instead by a cold hard stare bringing uneasy questions to your troubled heart. You came home on a sunny day expecting a warm and friendly greeting of hello. Instead what you quickly discover is there isn’t anyone here whom you really know. Looking back on your days together as familiar personal habits would soon disappear. Wondering if you did notice before but only recently it had become abundantly clear. Was there a way to ease the doubts and erase the terror you could feel buried within. Could you somehow turn back the clock and have a loving relationship return once again. Questions linger when you are alone of all the rapid changes which have taken place. Where exactly did you loose control it’s as if your whole life has been totally erased. Your shoulders are slumped and bent no smile can be seen on your heartbroken face. Your walk no longer has any bounce suddenly you are alone with no love to embrace. But there is always another tomorrow where good things are all still waiting for you. Don’t give up or give in ... not today the next change you face will see you through. © Brenda Sparkman May 28, 2007