I long to see your sweet face, And have you nearby to hug just once more. So many things have happened, Now, I wonder about the closing of the door. It seems for at least a few years, I was allowed to be around you for awhile. I treasured all of those moments, When you were happy and I saw you smile. Today I am a lonely person, Feeling I am no longer wanted in your life. The pain I feel is buried inside, Cutting through my heart like a sharp knife. There is no real way to measure, The tremendous love I always feel for you. I cry so many days, silent tears; Wondering what it is I am expected to do. I’m trying to move on with life, To hide my hurt so that no one will ever see. I cannot believe all the changes, Or the closing of the door to last for eternity. A hug, a smile, one sweet kiss, Would instantly erase all this longing and pain. To answer a knock at my door, To open it; and have you standing there again. Please, remember the fun times, And all of the things we have been through. My door and heart are always open, As I continue to wait patiently here for you. © Brenda Sparkman September 25, 2006