I’m so sorry if I hurt you that was never my intent,
The last thing I said to you was not even what I meant.
I would give anything to take back what I said to you,
Can we mend our friendship and somehow start anew.

When I think about it today, I still don’t understand why,
My days are now filled with loneliness and all I do is cry.
Is it really the depression and what I’m going through,
If it is just the depression, then why did I lash out at you.

Looking back on my memories it really is so very sad,
When I fondly remember all the good times we have had.
Laughter we have shared together and even a tear or two,
I have always loved you as a friend but what can I do.

I search to find the right words to explain how I feel,
All I know is I am at a loss and none of this seems real.
I truly want to be your friend but I really don’t know how,
I guess with what has happened though, it is too late now.

I keep trying to say I’m sorry, please try to hear my plea,
Isn't there someway for us to move on and finally agree.
Do we have to say goodbye like this... Is this how it ends,
Can’t we just put this in the past and once again be friends.

I need to have an answer from you so I finally will know,
Do you think there is any way for our friendship to grow.
If you ever really cared for me then don’t turn away again,
Can I please have one more chance to try to be your friend.

© Brenda Sparkman
June 2004

Midi Playing: "You and I"